I’m gonna be totally real here right now. It’s been 10 months of this semi serious blogging gig for me….and I’m pregnant AKA emotional, hormonal, exhausted, break down crying for no explainable reason.
I know that these things take time. I know that I only have so much time.
I’m not a super hero. I can’t blog 30 times a week. I. just. can’t.
I don’t know how super successful blogs pull it off.
They churn out amazing, beautiful, seemingly flawless work 24/7. They are unstoppable.
And there are TONS of them.
Once I got rid of all the drivenness and performance that was killing me in my life, I am no longer unstoppable.
I’m not tired of writing. I love the food and the photos and the gardening and the house. So have no fear the blog will carry on.
I’m just tired of writing for……for who? An empty room? My mom? (love you mom! it’s not that….it’s just that you HAVE to like my blog….you’re my mom <3)
Now I’m not that into leaving comments either, and I have left more comments on others blogs now than ever before because I know you treasured they are.
So my crazy hormonal plea for today I guess is this……Leave comments. Please. If you read something you like here or somewhere else and love it, tell the person! Even if it’s just to say “hey….I lurk on your blog and read this post”.
It’s an incredibly discouraging feeling to put HOURS of time into posts and feel like not a single soul reads them.
I love ya…..I just would like to know you exist. That’s all.